Friday, January 14, 2011

identity crisis.

Well, shit.

My whole world has shifted (literally and figuratively) with the changing of my astrological sign. How do I even begin to define myself now? Two days ago I went to bed as a fully-functioning Libra and now, now I'm a Virgo.

When I closed my eyes two days ago I was one who knew "how to cool down, and how to relax and just let things go." I had time "for the petty things like dressing up and making coffee." I mean, I was a Libra-- I had time to take "pleasure in the small things." I was a romantic and always looking for a committed relationship. I was charming and well-demeanored. I was "soft" by nature and always self-sacrificing. But,, I'm busy and always "take up the most responsibility or the toughest job." I'm not well organized and there's just never enough time. However, I'm versatile and have a great number of talents. PLUS, I have "remarkable and excellent judging and critical capability." Now, I'm so critical that I'm not romantic and I worry a lot and that attitude is "not that great for relationships."

Can you see why my mind is racing? WHO THE HELL AM I? Where I was once soft and romantic, now I'm just worrying all the time and judging the hell out of everything. Two days ago I had time to dress up and make coffee and now there's just NO TIME FOR ANYTHING.

I used to be sociable and now I'm shy! One day I'm "somewhat intellectual" and now I'm "simply a perfectionist." There's no escaping it.

I just feel so lost and hopeless.
I know I can't be the only one out there feeling like everything they once knew about their inner-most being has been taken away.

I just wish I had more time to figure it out, but I don't even have time to dress-up anymore.

Um. J/K.
Astrological signs are a friggin' joke.


Risa said...

HAHAHAHA love it!! Does that mean I'm a Virgo too?? Oh man.

Anonymous said...

That's how I felt when they said Pluto wasn't a planet anymore. I can't trust anything!

Kristin said...

This post has officially pushed your blog to the front of my list. Thank you, LC Blogs!

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